sorry dad

all those times that i met you..

i didn’t know what to say..

you really are such a different person to me and my sister..  you’re such a rock person .. you are cold..

can’t you imagine, how hard it was for us? even just to talked with you..

i just want to have a father-son conversation, but instead you choose to talk about your career…

what am i to you?

i mad at you.. i hate you.. but i still miss you.. i still want to meet you.. i want to hug you..

now that you left me forever

what am i without you?

what could i do without your help?

i really regret all those times i mad at you, all those times i hate you..

i kept thinking if only i could change that…… if only i could change that..

i’m really really sorry for what i did, what i’ve said..

for always letting you down..

i’m really sorry for being such a demanding person to you

i believe someday.. sometime, we will reunited again.. we will meet again..in heaven.. as a whole..

forever in unity..