saya adalah pribadi yang gemar mengeluh

hei diri saya sendiri, saya baru sadar kalo diri saya ini gemar mengeluh.

1. apa sih yang saya keluhkan? well, to be honest, almost everything..
2. kenapa saya sering mengeluh? well, saya gemar membandingkan kehidupan saya dengan orang lain. perhaps dalam tingkat yang cukup akut (stadium 4).

dalam dunia pekerjaan yang saya jalani sekarang ini, saya mendapat begitu banyak pelajaran, bagaimana saya menghadapi orang, bagaimana dimarahi, dibentaki, bagaimana pentingnya menghargai, dll.

saya sadar hal yang saya harus hindari supaya survive dalam dunia sekarang ini adalah MENGELUH, dan tidak percaya diri.

SO STOP WHINING, MYSELF!!!

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posting singkat di pagi hari yang galau

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU?

BE STRONG, BE GRATEFUL, BE RESPONSIBLE

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hello there

hello blog, long time no see..
sudah 8 bulan sejak terakhir saya menulis disini..

sekarang saya sudah pindah kerja dari perusahaan sebelumnya.
kebetulan saya ditempatkan di balikpapan, sebuah kota besar di kalimantan timur.
cukup jauh ya?

yep..that’s right. for the first time i’m living out of boxes..(by boxes i mean out of java island,hehe)

sekarang saya bekerja di sebuah perusahaan yang bergerak di bidang oil services company berinisial H..
baru 4 bulan saya kerja disini..

banyak orang tanya “betah ga zal?”

dibilang betah, saya betah.. karena kota nya enak, ga ada istilah macet, dan deket kemana2.
dibilang ga betah, saya agak ga betah..or perhaps belum betah..
yang maklum lah..ritme kerja yang baru.. *Cukup banyak kerja fisik*..

tinggal di lingkungan yang baru..
jauh dari keluarga, jauh dari pacar..
bekerja dengan materi yang agak asing (or should i say sangat asing)..
dan banyak rintangan lainnya..

ohiya, almost forget..sekarang saya dan pacar saya sudah bertunangan sejak 4 Juli kemaren..
kalo diitung udah 5 bulan..:) doakan kami bisa married a.s.a.p. ya.:D

balik lagi..

sejujurnya saya sedang dilanda rasa galau..ketidakpercayaan diri.. kebingungan. etc etc..
saya belum percaya diri dengan pekerjaan saya sekarang..
dan disebabkan hal itu..tiba2 saya ingin melanjutkan sekolah..

mungkin ini bisa disebut pelarian karena belum betah di kerjaan..
tapi yang jelas memang saya berniat sekolah lagi.. berniat jadi dosen..(ngikutin jejak bokap,haha)
*mudah-mudahan kesampean..aamiin*

hmm..maybe that’s it for now..

enough whining
be brave
be decisive
be grateful

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bitterballen…deliciouss!!!

like this to the maxx!!

Yesterday, me and my colleague went to the four season hotel to attend UOP conference.

a little review about the hotel, the hotel is located at Hr Rasuna Said
Street. the hotel considered as one of the expensive hotel in Jakarta.

Back to the conference, the topic was about “Far East Refining & Petrochemicals Conference”..and each presentation was explained by its project manager.. they seem very mastered in all the topic.

and i really enjoyed all the topics, i feel that i could absorbed many knowledge from that conference..and i really do have a lot of interest regarding the refinery..

but the most part that i enjoyed was the foods.. food for lunch that served to the attendee of the conference was very delicious.. there are many variant that we could choose freely, and i ensure you it’s very high-quality food..

can you imagine how happy i am? 😀

i ate fish, chicken, and meat instantly for the lunch.. and then i ate bitterballen, and drink a coffee for the coffee break…wooo..that was a heaven on earth for me, you know..hehe 😀

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sorry dad

all those times that i met you..

i didn’t know what to say..

you really are such a different person to me and my sister..  you’re such a rock person .. you are cold..

can’t you imagine, how hard it was for us? even just to talked with you..

i just want to have a father-son conversation, but instead you choose to talk about your career…

what am i to you?

i mad at you.. i hate you.. but i still miss you.. i still want to meet you.. i want to hug you..

now that you left me forever

what am i without you?

what could i do without your help?

i really regret all those times i mad at you, all those times i hate you..

i kept thinking if only i could change that…… if only i could change that..

i’m really really sorry for what i did, what i’ve said..

for always letting you down..

i’m really sorry for being such a demanding person to you

i believe someday.. sometime, we will reunited again.. we will meet again..in heaven.. as a whole..

forever in unity..

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finally after 5 years and 9 months

Finally after 5 years and 9 months.. me and my girlfriend go to the “pasar tumpah” at gazebo. i parked my car at MWA and we decided to walk to gazebo to buy some stuff..

Actually, i hate to walk to the crowded environment like that,, i cannot endure it.. and i hate to exploring and searching for some item for a long time.. so i usually avoid it..

But today, we went to gazebo.. and like i always imagine.. i only can survived for 1 hour.. one thing that keep me on the track, is the food… food food..hehhehe

we ate much food. here’s the list of the food that we bought:

1. Sus 1 biji : Rp 1000

2. Roti Susu 1 biji : Rp 1000

3. Roti goreng ayam 2 biji : Rp 2000

4. Kue Ape 2 biji : Rp 1000

5. Bola Obi 4 biji : Rp 2000

6. Sosis dibalut Mie 2 biji : Rp 2000

7. Cakue 1 : Rp 1000

8. Lontong + Sate : Rp 20000

hehehe..

so basically we spent more money to buy food rather than to buy a shoes..

Thank you honey.. I have fun today…I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

makan satee

makan satee

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wow tiba tiba.. minggu padat ujian

setelah sekian lama terbebas dari belenggu yang bernama ujian.. eh muncul lagi ujian.. ga tanggung tanggung.. langsung 3 euy.. EDAN pisan..

hari ini bakal dimulai ujian itu.. dimulai oleh membran..

dua hari lagi pengilangan minyak yang bahannya alamaaaakkk.. banyak kali pun..

trus tiga hari lagi PKK.. belum punya bahannya.. hehehe…

dan lagi laporan RP.belom bikin euy..

numpuk semua,hehe

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